Crossroad

Too many ways how to live our lives
too many words which can change into lies.
Too many days I'm without you
are you sure we'll get through
all those days you've been pissing on me
for nothing more than a crooked tree
for my friends with whom I stayed
for my comings which were late.
I gave a promise I would be your
till you despised it and closed front door.
I gave you time to clean up the mess
but you wanted more and I had less.
So am I sure to go through
all those days without you?
To live a different life with strange girls,
lengthen my necklace with other pearls.
There's still something in my heart
maybe not an arrow, but at least a dart.
Touching the same water is not a crime
maybe it brings a better time.
I'm staying here on the crossroad of life
I'm staying here not sure if I will drive
I'm staying here ready to choose
but not still sure what I want to lose.