Suffering soul

I'm walking in the sand along a shore,
the sun shining above my head,
but I feel just a pain, nothing more.
My heart’s bleeding, I'm so sad.

Do you know how disappointment tastes?
Have you ever felt something like this?
It's very bitter and so hard to stand,
my heart's torn and eyes in tears.

I can't write and think and sleep
and I don't know where to go.
It's like a knife cut very deep
inside me so I can’t pull it out.

I just wanted to feel your touch,
your hand squeezing mine.
I don't think that I wanted too much,
everything could have been fine.

But now I can't look at you without pain,
I need some time to forgive,
because nothing will remain the same,
even though I need you to live.