Stuck in romance

Like a season it came back,
lovely feelings you held dead.
Tell me Jaro how does it feel?
To let one person break the seal.

I know it will hurt me soon.
I know I will cry at moon.
Let the love to fill your veins.
Let her take what remains.

There wasn't red string between us,
It was nothing than pure lust.
You won't step in the same river twice,
please don't ever try to melt the ice.

And so here I am stading again,
the dead wish I tried to regain
I am confused by my mind.
Please be mindful and give me sign.