Farewell

I pray in the night

I pray during the day

I pray that the pain I feel

Would go away

Heartache, brain fog, shivers

Oh, my tears could fill up rivers

Oh, how I wished for your wretched heart

And you only tore mine apart

There is no denying

It happened 

I am not yet dying

But it might have been better

It might have been better to dig my own grave

Since I can not have what I so foolishly crave

What I long for with my every cell

This is it, no happy ending

Just a cold farewell