Ironically amused

Why nobody is discussing it with me?
So strange, as a space event female can be
bits of sweet chocolate are there on top, jimmie
reddish dark smears on a worn-down and shabby

body with tattoos, covering folds and tops
no one really noticed it, not even You
truly I think that´s something special, my hopes
are so high, that I will get in to a crew

eminently lastly top ranked spacely
is it true, when I can´t sleep, someone is dreaming
about me, isn´t it? Who dreams me namely?
Are earthly diamonds worth it, behind the blink?