Purpose-less

Too happy to write,
Too sad to sing so
What the fuck am I
A jester without a king
Ability without purpose
Oh, the saddest of decays..

I just made my best joke
But youre not around
To chuckle and cringe
So it dropped like pebble
Into a puddle

I missed you so much
Now shut up
Let me do my part
Ill make you smile
Just fucking listen

The king has arrived
And so I bow and smile
I wish i got petted
But im not worthwhile

Too sad to grin,
Too happy to be grim
You think you have fomo
Of not seeing me?
Im fucking missing out..
You dont even see.