Enemies

I got sickest enemies in my mind,
thinking about it everyday and everynight..
I feel broken really hard,
i Will pull my last Card.
You imagine your Future like a kid,
but Nowadays Is cool if you Are sick.
Now you don't see people who Are ill,
I Will feel free at the end of the Hill.. they Are So silly,
like a janitor Willy..
everything Is ok but I'm confused,
From emotions, how they Are today used.
I'm scrolling IT on new level,
Only people who understands themselves Will be Clever.
Thinking about suicide Is normal at the moment,
everything what you Will make Have bad comment.
Worst enemies Are inside you,
they Are There like Infinite glue.
Help first yourself, then to someone else,
having emotions like in the hells.
No one can fix that hole,
which Is in my soul.
I'm thinking about my Loneland,
where Is nothing only me And empty sand.
I just want to take your Hand,
And make from solist world's best band.
My feelings Are like Ghost,
Unknown like empty post.
Just want to understand my mind,
feelings to love Are so Blind.
Now I'm alone With Broken hearth,
Now I fall apart.
I can't Breath right now,
I don't know how.
The feelings are so deep,
Healthy brain you Have to keep.
ONLY thing that i need
Is never wake Up And Forever sleep.
Just please, take me away,
I'll not be happy on Hawaii.
My soul Is empty Now,
Feelings from dead cow.
Have to sleep till I'm Young.
This Is my last emotion song.
In the darkness you'll rise,
But you can't apologize