only 4 today

don't say you love me
'cause you won't remember that
don't say you're sorry
it doesn't mean I will forget

don't change my feelings
you still sing this lullaby
that you miss me, just for now
I wish you weren't made me cry

whatever you deny, I'm breakin'
walls that you built in my head
when it's hard to find you then
you're in someone else's bed

I hate myself I really like you
I try to hate myself only for today
'cause all I know there's no tomorrow with you